Devil and Happiness

You can ask someone why they are happy. You can test how happy someone is. You can even ask someone how to get happy yourself. But you cannot simply tell someone "hey, you aren't happy." You must relate it to either yourself, or you must relate it to one of their activities. A standalone "hey, you aren't happy" is the biggest way to project your own demon(s) inside another person.

God

Allah is someone who can create a person A fucking person. Do you know what I think a person means? Someone capable of free will. A human being sounds insignificant, makes us think of animals. And other species. But, a person? A person? A real person. A person with their own personality. A person with a desire of their own. A person who has an identity. A person who has likes and dislikes. A person who changes over time. A person who develops feelings over time. A person who sometimes forgets about time. A person who is able to recollect events. A person who is able to create things. A person who is able to remember God. A person who is able to do things that the person isn't even aware they are capable of. A robot with a potential.

Allah is the greatest

I often claim god and god spirit among me or around me, but it's only that I am trying to express my desire to meet god himself. Those should be capitalized as they are for sure PROPER NOUNS, but what does it matter when I consider only Allah as being able to truly read my thoughts and intentions and desires?!!

I love being a Muslim and I do other things for show and fame but ultimately I like to plunge an ego shattering sword inside myself to crumble before the one true god, Allah. I am not amushrik or someone who takes holding idols besides Allah as something lightly, rather I do it to ridicule others who actually believe in this. I don't even do idolatry, if I have ever claimed to be god it's me claiming I am Allah himself, so that people can instantly realize it's a joke and a mere cry for help. If you are reading this.. know that in my heart it's all love for Allah and wanting to be close to Allah and to want to do stupid things in proving to myself and to the Watcher Above that I am thinking of Allah as the Highest Title Holder. No one else deserves praise other than Allah. I've never claimed to be a god of something, because that would be a true shirk. And I cannot do that for the wisdom inspired inside me belongs wholely to Allah's Mercy and Guidance.