i once used to walk the roads empty at night alone by the light

Looking for God. Any sign of pleasure and pure truth at once. Longing for God. Any sign of God anywhere pure and simple. I once met the devil in my search. Posit he did. Accept did I. Dance did we. Fall did I. He let me go. God wouldn't do that. But God isn't here he says. Only dark evil soulless robots running this joint he says. Make love to me he says. Disgusting is he. Rejected is he. Dance did I. However more. Sometimes you have to trust yourself said he. I lost my confidence to a piece of invisible ink. I think it was invisible. It didn't exist much. It dug so deep whatever it was written on.