I do not know how to open up. I can try my hardest and still come about so vague that it confuses even me, i can't imagine how odd it sounds to others. There are some that simply like something about me so they will accept anything out of my mouth and just treat me like pretty much royalty (or a normal human in my view).
I want to learn how to open up, but I don't have the will power to do anything that doesn't pay off right away. I'm more of a not doing something so it will pay off kind of a person.
I pray to Allah to teach me the things to make me have the best character I can possibly achieve. (For Allah likes most those with best of character, as far as I know). Amen.
