Waisted and tired

Waisted meaning tying my waist tighter cuz i can't exactly live fully right now as I'm running a bit dry

It won't be that long
Tonight's the night
As Dexter says...
It's going to happen
has to happen.

Not knowing what my power is
Is my super power apparently
because my social status power is infinite
I notice it every time someone talks about me or i'm suggested as a topic of discussion
Although it is just in chat rooms
And in real life...
People scatter to either avoid me
Or scatter to try and fill the void in conversations that I create.